diff --git a/zen/ssb_INIT.sh b/zen/ssb_INIT.sh
index 22f0d90..2df1ea5 100755
--- a/zen/ssb_INIT.sh
+++ b/zen/ssb_INIT.sh
@@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ echo '
 ########################################################################
 # \\///
 # qo-op
-############# '$ME'
+############# '$MY_PATH/$ME'
 ########################################################################
 # ex: ./'$ME'
 # Initialize G1SSB account + IPFS Publish
@@ -39,11 +39,23 @@ IPFSNODEID=$(ipfs id -f='<id>\n')
 [[ $IPFSNODEID == "" ]] && echo "ERROR missing IPFSNODEID" && exit 1
 mkdir -p ~/.zen/ipfs/.$IPFSNODEID/G1SSB
 
+EXTERNAL=$(cat /etc/hostname).local
+
+[[ "$1" == "KILL" ]] && kill -9 $(cat ~/.zen/ssb.pid.bash) && killall node && echo "
+ _    _ _ _ 
+| |  (_) | |
+| | ___| | |
+| |/ / | | |
+|   <| | | |
+|_|\_\_|_|_|
+            "
 ssbpub=$(sbotc whoami 2>/dev/null | jq -r .id)
 
 if [[ $ssbpub == "" ]]; then
 
-EXTERNAL=$(cat /etc/hostname).local
+[[ "$1" == "RESET" ]] && rm -Rf ~/.ssb.$USER
+[[ -d ~/.ssb.$USER ]] && echo "Backup already exists $USER. $MY_PATH/$ME RESET to remove..." && exit 1
+[[ -d ~/.ssb ]] &&  mv ~/.ssb ~/.ssb.$USER && rm -Rf ~/.ssb # BACKUP ~/.ssb
 mkdir -p ~/.ssb
 echo "
          _      __ __ _  
@@ -83,15 +95,18 @@ __)|_| \ \/ |_| \ || || |_
 '
 cat > ~/.zen/run-ssb-PUB_$EXTERNAL.sh <<EOF
 #!/bin/bash
+echo _$ > ~/.zen/ssb.pid.bash
 while true; do
   ssb-server start --host $EXTERNAL 2>/dev/null
+  echo _! > ~/.zen/ssb.pid
 done
 EOF
 
+sed -i s/_/\$/g ~/.zen/run-ssb-PUB_$EXTERNAL.sh
 chmod 755 ~/.zen/run-ssb-PUB_$EXTERNAL.sh
 
 ~/.zen/run-ssb-PUB_$EXTERNAL.sh &
-sleep 3
+sleep 5
 
 ssbpub=$(sbotc whoami 2>/dev/null | jq -r .id)
 
@@ -105,7 +120,7 @@ echo "
 $ssbpub
          _____    _____ _  
         (_  | /\ |_)||_| \ 
-oooooooo__) |/--\| \||_|_/ 
+oooooooo__) |/--\| \||_|_/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 "
 
@@ -138,7 +153,7 @@ echo "
 
                 
  /\ |_  _   _|_ 
-/--\|_)(_)|_||_ 
+/--\|_)(_)|_||_  message published
 
 $ssbpub